After settling into school somewhat awkwardly, I spent yesterday and today
trying to reorient my energy and my confidence. Both have been shaken
tremendously and I really cant say why, I guess there is a lot floating around
up in me gulliver with regards to my future, and sometimes I find that I have trouble isolating, making clear and just navigating through it all.
I have to remember to be kinder and gentler to everyone around me and
mostly myself. I tend to be a mile a minute person, where words are scattered
and disorganized in a maze like system, trying to have my tongue corporate is a pain. AIR gallery also has a new intern, Moi, met with Kat Griefen and really loved the energy and the style and so eager to be working on something new. I start on Tuesday and will be committing a lot of time to the cause. Today we went to the renaissance festival what an event, dress up and nerd-dom complimenting each other. I ate badly and was enamored with all the color and people forcing the last hours out of the fading summer.
I still have a lot to figure out this year and I hope the strength arrives. I have been praying a lot recently, more so than usual. For health, courage, and a strong spirit. I figured out that I am also a little paranoid ;).
Enjoy the snaps.
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