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Wheels contracting against smooth asphalt,

eyes crimson if my biology would allow

such an apt gesture. Instead my face

is stained tired, tear tracks like muddled

cursive. Making sense to those who consider

life and death.

Down a hill, around numerous corners filled with

jagged potholes the taxi man navigates to find the smooth

part of the cooling concrete. The harbor lies placid, calm and

far away, its belly cradled by stillness that can only be the starting

of rainy season. My spirit gathering energy is impatient for

that other dock.

for that still face nine miles south.

He sent the bare backed beauty for us, whose skin, ages past elastic

hung to his skeletal structure loose, wrinkled, the softest and harshest

shade of earth. Shouting periodically at the stars and diction to make

The Queen proud:

Juliette Eight Foxtrot.

Repeat

Channel 14

Kingfisher bound for Port Elizabeth

8 on board.

Words like fast, water and shift burst forth from his lips

cradled between obscenities only a seaman would be proud of.

Then that gentle oceania turned its inside out and lighted a path

for us clear through the base of the southern cross.

Unfathomable lights directed us home with glittering force.

Phosphorescence, an ever present aqueous glow draining the darkness of

its power. The water an ambassador for his wish and will. His life

force moving with tremendous crests.

He called for us, our feet moving slower than his heart.

Rounding the port's jagged corner, she stands lighted and empty. A deep

emptiness. If the earth could mutter she would beg for her son.

His chamber of hulls lay docked besides the long wharf. Its grey,

black tonight. I squint through salt and exhaustion. Here fast but not fast

enough. I feel cheated, and it provokes my sorrow and my sick

curiosity to bring him to the surface. To command my fathers

spirit and bones to ascend,

"Rise good man from the chamber, disregard its claims over who you were.

Rise good man and prolong that smile in my minds eye a little longer, the

one we all inherited, the one we share in our disbelief.

Rise good man so I will have someone to argue and complain with.

Rise good man so we can talk about god, war, history and the sea.

Rise good man so I can feel as though i can live again, fight again, do again.

Rise good man and take her pain away.

Rise good man and occupy the void.

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